Is it time to try again?

In amongst all this talking I had a visit from the painters. My first period. It was scary at first – more blood – and I am sure it was worse than usual, but at least my body seems to be getting back to normality again. This meant I was able to work out (based on the average from before) when I am due again and when (theoretically) I should be ovulating. I feel quite scared. Am I ready to go through it all again? Am I ready physically and / or mentally? We shall see.....